Anxiety

The anxiety lately has been so real. It’s heavy on my heart and I just need it to go away, I can’t handle this anymore. I don’t deserve this & Sam certainly doesn’t deserve this. God, give me the strength to get over this without answers. I need help finding the power to forgive without an apology.

looneylockhart

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wishuponastardis:

Special skills: extensive Harry Potter knowledge, can watch an entire TV show in a week, knows words to every Disney song, can form abnormally strong attachments to fictional characters, Microsoft Word

So you mean, able to retain knowledge, has incredible focus and drive, excellent at processing media, remembers obscure details when needed, and has great skill at creating connections with individuals despite minimal interfacing?

And Microsoft Word?

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Before/After This is my first renovation project! 
I started with two broken down cubbies from a daycare. And I took the back and wheels off, unhinged them, took the sticky paper off, sanded them down to their original base, filled all of the holes, cut and fitted a new back for support, put a black spray paint base on, painted them and now I just have to attach the chevron pillows and call it a day on my windowseats πŸ‘ŒπŸ˜ƒ

Before/After This is my first renovation project!
I started with two broken down cubbies from a daycare. And I took the back and wheels off, unhinged them, took the sticky paper off, sanded them down to their original base, filled all of the holes, cut and fitted a new back for support, put a black spray paint base on, painted them and now I just have to attach the chevron pillows and call it a day on my windowseats πŸ‘ŒπŸ˜ƒ

Loss

Losing a best friend is so much worse than a boyfriend. It stings deeper, it’s a permanent scar that never fades. New boyfriends replace old ones but the deep burrow a best friend has made inside of your heart isn’t something that can be replaced. They made the hole to perfect fit to their body, their personality and you’ll have other best friends do the same thing but they’ll just wedge their way into another part of your heart never into someone else’s hole…years and years later the loss of a best friend still burns as bright as the day the wound was created.